Thank you for sharing and writing this. I have not like you experienced the pain of loss in this way. Your story testifies of HIM. I have a third child who was born after two caesars. I had been told it was too ‘dangerous’ to have this No3, God blessed us with a second son . He was born Fit and healthy and we thanked God for His Grace. Kev was not quite 2 when he had a febile convulsion after getting measles and Glandular fever together from older siblings. “He will probably not survive the night’ the doctors said. I stood peering out to heaven appealing and praying earnestly for my child’s life. I learned a great lesson that night. I was forced to ‘surrender’ my son into His Hands totally whether He lived or died. I battled in prayer and peace only came when the place in my heart came that I absolutely trusted Him even if we had to walk through the searing pain of loss, The rest of the story is in HIS realm and I won’t share here but I slept I KNEW I had learned a deep spiritual lesson. Kevin came home the next day and forever I give thanks but KNOW absolutely HE IS LORD! Appreciate you beautiful sharing.
Its been a while and the pain is no more.
I see so much of you in your siblings.
When you left, my hands felt lighter and heart empty.
With little hope to hold onto.
The doctors reports suggested i would never experience the joy of motherhood again.
But i had a promise. A promise that God gave me as you breathed your last breath in my arms.
J is almost four now.. He fills in your space like a pro. He leads like a first.
God promised me a son and he delivered. Exactly the time He foretold.
He said to me,he is a God of all seasons and i have testified of that.
When J was conceived i was told the risks of developing the same heart issues like you were higher , i was also told never to dare conceiving again. I hadn’t even recovered from the…
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